Introduction
Greetings in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
This site is a functional log of my journey in learning the Christian faith. I have recently begun a systematic study of the Scriptures and historical theology. I am currently exploring the Reformed Baptist tradition—specifically the Second London Baptist Confession of 1689—as it appears to be a logically and scripturally consistent framework.
Purpose
- Documentation: To record what I am discovering as I read and study.
- Verification: To test if theological systems align with the “Source Code” of Scripture.
- Transparency: To share my process of growth with anyone interested in these doctrines.
My Journey
You can read my Testimony for context on how the Lord began this work in my life and led me to start this study.
Note on Fallibility
I am a human and prone to error. Because I have only recently started this systematic study, I expect to make mistakes in my reasoning or interpretation.
The Bible alone is the final, inerrant authority. Please treat these pages as the notes of a learner. Like the Bereans (Acts 17:11), you should search the Scriptures daily to see if these things are so.
Suggestions & Corrections
In the spirit of seeking truth and correctness, I highly value peer review. If you find:
- A theological error or misinterpretation of a text.
- A logical inconsistency in my documentation.
- A “bug” in my reasoning that contradicts the Word of God.
Please reach out with the relevant biblical proofs. Helping me correct these mistakes is appreciated as I strive for a more accurate understanding.
“To the law and to the testimony: if they speak not according to this word, it is because there is no light in them.” — Isaiah 8:20
My Testimony: From Reason to Grace
About Me
I am a Software Engineer, born and raised in a Christian home. I have always looked at life through a strong logical lens. For a long time, I used this mindset to try and keep total control over my life and my future, believing I could solve every problem on my own. But eventually, I had to admit that all my logic and control hadn’t given me any real purpose.
Life Before Knowing God
Looking back, I was living entirely for myself. My focus on control was really just me trying to live life my way and be my own god. I was rebellious and self-centered—a sinner who was blind to what was truly right. I was stuck in my own ways and didn’t have the power to change. I may have looked successful on the outside, but inside I was angry and judgmental, exhausted from trying to carry the weight of my life alone.
Knowing God and My Salvation
At age 29, God prompted me to seek the truth, finally breaking through my own logic and defenses. I became convinced that the death and resurrection of Jesus were historical facts. I accepted the Bible’s clear truth: that God is perfectly holy and just, while I am a sinner by nature. Because of this, I was born spiritually separated from Him, and since the penalty for sin is death, I could do nothing on my own to save myself. But because God loved me, He provided a way back to Himself through His Son, Jesus. By His grace, Jesus—the God-Man who was without sin—fulfilled the Law perfectly and acted as my substitute and paid the death penalty I deserved. His crucifixion and resurrection proved that He had victory over death once and for all.
Even though I knew these facts, I spent time waiting for a “feeling” to move me. I eventually realized that faith wasn’t a feeling, but a choice to act on the truth. I stopped trying to be my own god, repented of my sins, and placed my trust in Jesus Christ. I rest in His promise that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. Because God is faithful, I have full confidence that I am saved.
My Life Today
I’ve finally let go of the need for control, trusting that God is in charge. Knowing I am only right with God through Jesus has freed me from the burden of judging others and gave me a new purpose: to glorify Him—living in a way that points others to His greatness. The Holy Spirit now helps me see what is wrong and gives me the strength to resist my old patterns of sin, while providing a peace that my own logic never could. I am still a work in progress, but as I learn to follow Christ’s example, I am finally moving in the right direction—and I’m not doing it alone.